{"id":12667,"date":"2024-01-11T18:28:23","date_gmt":"2024-01-11T18:28:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.golive.clarku.edu\/news\/2024\/01\/11\/hearing-my-own-song-on-the-radio-is-a-surreal-experience\/"},"modified":"2026-01-30T11:15:58","modified_gmt":"2026-01-30T16:15:58","slug":"hearing-my-own-song-on-the-radio-is-a-surreal-experience","status":"publish","type":"story","link":"https:\/\/www.clarku.edu\/news\/2024\/01\/11\/hearing-my-own-song-on-the-radio-is-a-surreal-experience\/","title":{"rendered":"Clark alum charts on NPR after 20-year break from music"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n<p class=\"intro news-subhead\">\u2018Hearing my own song on the radio is a surreal experience\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After 20 years, Peter Lawrence Gray \u201997 is playing music again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The Clarkie who performed on the tuba at Carnegie Hall while in high school and strummed his Gibson SG Firebrand guitar every day in his Clark residence hall room recently recorded several songs that have earned significant radio play in the United States and Europe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In 2023, Gray\u2019s song \u201cFirst Time Ever\u201d charted at No. 12 on WHRV, a flagship NPR station for folk and Americana music. Across the Atlantic Ocean, his songs \u201cWhen You Say\u201d charted at No. 11 and \u201cYou\u2019re Only Lonely\u201d at No. 27 on New Brandenburg Radiotreff in Germany for Americana and adult contemporary music. \u201cYou\u2019re Only Lonely\u201d also charted at No. 50 on Radio ARA in Luxembourg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote has-small-font-size\"><blockquote><p>\u201cOnly through music can I explore and discuss my feelings with such precision.\u201d<\/p><cite>Peter Gray<\/cite><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>As a teen, Gray catapulted from his high school\u2019s beginner band to advanced band within six months, and by his sophomore year was playing for Bridgeport University\u2019s college band. After he graduated from Clark with a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.clarku.edu\/departments\/psychology\/undergraduate-programs\/\" aria-label=\"major in psychology\">psychology<\/a> degree, the music faded. Gray devoted himself to a real estate career in Connecticut, where he is now the president of the Pyramid Real Estate Group.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cA lot of what I do for a living, and a lot of what I did at Clark, is logical and concrete,\u201d he says. But music is quite different. Gray calls it \u201can emotional journey of self-growth.\u201d After a two-decade break, he realized there were certain emotions he needed to express, and music was the best release.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOnly through music can I explore and discuss my feelings with such precision, and others can hear, feel, understand, and hopefully relate to what I&#8217;m putting out there,\u201d says Gray. He also plays the bass guitar and keyboard and has even included the glockenspiel in some of his music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As he wrote and composed in his studio, Gray sought out someone to give him vocal training. He believes that the human voice is one of the hardest instruments to play \u2014 but one of the most important.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;It quickly became very apparent to me that your singer is your sound, and if they leave, you\u2019re no longer your own band,\u201d he says. \u201cSo, I found a music teacher and started taking singing lessons.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gray worked with a vocal instructor from Argentina who teaches virtually. \u201cIt turned out that it wasn\u2019t that I couldn\u2019t sing. Everything I had learned in high school and choir was wrong,\u201d he says. \u201cShe untrained me from my training. It turns out, I love singing.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"csidebar right\"><\/p>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Find your tune<\/em><\/h3>\n<p class=\"p__small\" style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.clarku.edu\/academics\/undergraduate\/programs\/majors-minors\/music\/\">Major in music<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"p__small\" style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.clarku.edu\/academics\/undergraduate\/programs\/major\/media-culture-and-the-arts\/\">Major in media, culture, and the arts<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"p__small\" style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.clarku.edu\/academics\/undergraduate\/programs\/majors-minors\/theatre-arts\/\">Major in theatre arts<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Clark, Gray says, taught him how to think, how to keep an open mind, and how to evaluate situations, all of which he says he\u2019s carried through into his creative projects. He describes his art as a \u201ctapestry\u201d of music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cIt starts with the drama, the rhythm. You have to get to the beat fast. On top of that is what&#8217;s called a chordal progression. All of these chords have to respect a certain key,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gray tries to create a flawless track while remaining open to new possibilities.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI used to think that a lot of things mattered in music. The only thing that really matters is your timing. A lot of times my mistakes end up being part of the song,\u201d he says. It\u2019s a contrast to his experience in the real estate industry, where he works within tightly defined parameters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cMistakes there are exactly what we have to avoid because they\u2019re incredibly costly,\u201d he says. \u201cIn music, sometimes mistakes end up being a stroke of genius.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes, making music seems impossible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI have a little recording booth, but if a car goes by, everything is spoiled, so I have to do my recording at four in the morning,\u201d Gray says. \u201cI can\u2019t even have my kids get up and walk around. The slightest noise or movement spoils the track.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Despite the challenges, it\u2019s all worth it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHearing my own songs on the radio is a surreal experience that&#8217;s hard to describe,\u201d Gray says. \u201cI was shocked, stunned, befuddled, bemused. I was thrilled and in complete denial.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gray receives about 8 cents per spin, or 50 cents if he\u2019s on satellite radio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI don&#8217;t think my song quite stacks up to Taylor Swift,\u201d he says, \u201cbut I did get a chance to live my dream: To be on the radio.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gray advises Clarkies pursuing passion projects to start small and stay at it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKeep playing. Keep recording. The truth is that you can do it all yourself right now,\u201d Gray says. \u201cYou just have to start.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Clark alum charts on NPR after 20-year break from music<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":12668,"template":"","meta":{"story_color":"#525250","story_headerImg":12668,"section_label":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[223],"displayed_author":[228],"featured":[],"topic":[232,252,250,200],"class_list":["post-12667","story","type-story","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-clark-community","displayed_author-abbie-hart-25","topic-alumni","topic-alumni-stories","topic-arts","topic-music"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v27.4 (Yoast SEO v27.5) - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-premium-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>Clark alum charts on NPR after 20-year break from music | ClarkU 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